Thursday, August 23, 2007
few days ago, i found out something tat suprise mi.. but somehow it cut my heart... real deep.. remember once u told mi something.. the best method to forget someone u loved, is to fall in love with another one.. i guess somehow u r right.. forget him.. remember how he hurted u?? remember who betreyed ur love?? forget him.... forget him all.. dun look back.. dun look back on those chioces u had made.. dun give urself any room to regret.. but the most important thing is to.... forget me too.. althought i loved u, but when i looked back at those sms u sent mi, i kind of agree to wat u had said.. i wanna keep those memories u gave mi.. n i wan u to keep those memories i've given to u.. whether its good, or bad.. i jus wan u to remember who i am.. like u had said, u dun wan mi to spoil those memories.. so let us keep it inside our heart.. n not to spoil it, ok? at least we made each other grow.. i know i do not have the right to make u stay here in singapore.. cos it will be so diffcult for u not having ur family by ur side.. u made the right choice to leave.. u know y i did not even turn back or drop my tears when u enter the gate? at least not in front of u? cos i dun wanna make u feel sad.. remember u told mi tat u dun wan mi sent u to the airport.. u told mi u r afraid tat u cannot control ur tears.. u r afraid tat u can't bear to leave.. the last thing i can do for u tat moment is to help u control ur tears by controling mine.. after u enter the gate, tears started rolling not only inside my eyes, but inside my heart.. i walked around looking for ur flight.. i stayed n watch ur plane leave singapore.. i was so lost at tat moment.. than the following few months was like hell to mi.. but u should be happy to return to ur family.. u belong there.. not here.. do not feel guilty.. cos there r no right or wrong in a relationship.. one must give n one have to take.. i'll be the one to give..... n also to take.....1 last thing, there r alot kinds of love around... one of them named "letting go"... i'll try hard to let go.... i'll try......
1:12 PM
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